A year ago, during the exact same month, I was busy preparing for my upcoming wedding in April. During this period, nothing was rosy anymore between Hubby, then fiance, and me. We were literally biting each other heads. We couldn't communicate at all. Everything was blown out of proportion. Hmmm, I didnt even want to get married! Ok I guess all brides to be experience this. It was bad. Very bad! We even stopped talking to each other. I had my friends and my sisters to relay the wedding plans or any messages to him. We did not even meet up at all. No sms-es even! We had a cooling period before our wedding. Only on that exact day of 26 April 2008, that was the 1st time we see each other after 2-3 months of not talking and meeting. 2 months from today, I will celebrate my 1 year being a wife, being Mrs Andyshah. Our 1st year was not a bed of roses. We had our trials and tribulations of life thrown at us one after another. Hurdles and hurdles came to us...We remain strong, altho I nearly wavered. But my husband never once wavered. He was there, being himself, being strong and being positive...He always always never fail to tell me, "This is our 1st year. So it is definitely going to be hard. Insya-allah, come our 2nd year, it will definitely be better." Oh, celebrations for the 1st year? I don't know. I thought I want to go for our honeymoon (we never did get to go!). This plan is subjected to the husband's confirmation. Boo hoo hoo! Right now, I am interested in my birthday celebration! I am 26 this March, and celebrating as a married lady! So dear husband, it better be good! We still have not gotten a house yet nor am I pregnant. I am surrounded by alot of friends and cousins who are pregnant and some have already given birth, but baby dust has still now come our way. People have said when you don't think about it, it will come but I am sorry I kept thinking of it. How not to think about it, when your're surrounded by newborns n babies alike. Hopefully, with 2009, I would have a house and perhaps, just perhaps, baby dust comes my way..In the meantime, I enjoy being just the two of us! As for a house, I am keeping my fingers cross that everything would go smoothly. I have given up on buying a new house from HDB. Am getting a flat from the open market i.e. resale. Currently, I am now busy with work. My office is relocating to SGX Centre. It's a neither here nor there office, I called it. I am also now dealing with a fickle minded management. They keep changing the dates of our move. That' the reason why I say, fickle minded. Hopefully, this Friday falls through. Hahahaha. If not, we'll operate from nowhere... Actually I have lots of plans in 2009. A house, a baby, a better me, a better wife and oh becoming a housewife...Ermmm, yes I really have given a serious thought to being a housewife. A temporary one. I think I need a break. A good break. To plan my future. Our future. However, with the recession, I am afraid I have to say "Goodbye" to being a housewife... But yes, it will always be at the back of my mind. I have lots to write about and in fact I wanted to blog about V-day weekend. Maybe in the next post. So hopefully, this update will make do. Till then...goodbye..